Meltdown

So I'd booked my venues and my photographer, was thinking about dresses and had started on my guest list.   The wedding was still a year away; I was feeling totally ahead of the game.  But the more I looked at blogs, websites and magazines, the more overwhelmed I was feeling.  I was loving everything I was seeing.  Modern, vintage, pink, blue, plum, lime green, ahhhhhhh! I had no idea how I was every going to organize all of my "favorite things" into a cohesive vision that I could actually pull together for my big day!  And of course my mom was sending me a million links, B trusted me to handle it on my own and I kept finding more and more awesome ideas.  Plus because so many of our friends are already married, I was feeling a lot of pressure to think of "different" ideas that could be all mine.

I'd only been engaged for 6 weeks and I was already losing it.  In fact, I did lose it.  Big time.  I had a TOTAL meltdown one night at my parents.  It was ugly, but it helped me realize I was putting way to much pressure on myself and that I could totally pull this off - I just needed more time!  And a good planner. 

To the rescue....Carla Eustache of Style Perfect Events.  I love Carla and I knew right away she'd do SUCH a good job.  She's fun, easy to be around and has awesome ideas.  Plus she totally gets me and B.  She even supports some of our crazier ideas, hah.   Not only do I have someone to whom I can entrust the details of our wedding, I am now free to focus on the big picture and the important stuff...like how Tim is going to be involved.   Until next time... :)